TOTAL - LEE

When a subject becomes totally obsolete, we make it a required course.

-Peter Drucker 

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So today was also busy.  

Who am I kidding; this whole week has been so busy.  Test Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, four quizzes due Friday, so much to do over the weekend it isn't even funny.  Hopefully I can pencil in some coffee with a friend I haven't seen in a while; we need to do some catching up.

I have a very distinct feeling that the person I'm waiting on isn't going to do what they've said and that I'll be sitting here at my computer for another long evening.  I need to find something more productive to do with my time.  I've just been reading over old role plays and old stories and old writing - but I haven't actually been doing much of anything.  It's been like that for the last week, whenever I have time.  But because I've had so much to study for this past week, I haven't had time for much fun.

I did kick my trig test in the face, though.  Me.  Kicking trig.  I was so impressed; all my studying really paid off.  My psychology test went fairly well, and my oceanography test I'm not sure about yet.  Can't call it until I get a grade for it. :)

So, for today - I am exhausted.  I haven't been sleeping as much as usual because of my studying - yeah, because I'm so hardcore that I cut sleeping corners to stay up and keep reading notes - and I haven't really had time for anything fun all week.  I'm so ready for this week to be over.  We're going to go grocery shopping and buy lunch for the rest of the week, and then we'll have healthy foods to eat... I'm really looking forward to that.  I hate fast food.

I'm pretty much ready to go to bed already, even though it's only ten thirty.  I'm trying to drink lots of water, though - I've been breaking out so bad from all this stress.  It sucks, and I don't like it at all.

I feel kind of down, too.  Not just because I'm bored, but because I feel kind of... off.  And of course, the only times I sit down to blog, I can't really put my finger on how I feel.  Maybe it's because I've been listening to too much sad music lately.  That could be it; La Llorona and Camisa Negra aren't exactly the most chipper songs.  Excellent, but not chipper.

I really, really need to cut my nails.

I don't think I will, though.  Mostly I need to take a shower and try to convince myself that I don't feel overweight.  I know I'm not overweight - but I've been eating so much crappy food lately that I feel heavy.  It's irritating, along with the fact that I have nothing to do and that I've been putting off finding things to do for the hope that what I actually would like to do will crop up - but no.  That's a no go. 

But now that I've finished my biology quiz, two math quizzes, and sufficiently prepared for two Spanish quizzes tomorrow, I think I'm going to take a shower - finally, and I'll stop bitching about how I feel gross, too - and turn in.  There isn't anything to do anyway...

PEACE.

-lee